The Vanished

As I look back on the past ten or so years I think of what my life would be like and where I would be if it weren't for you. A stranger, just a voice in the dark, who I can honestly say saved my life. The good times, the bad times, and the in between. You entered my life when I was at a tipping point. Blew in like a sudden breeze, and vanished without a word or a trace. Fae like, you were my guardian angel through an online messenger. I look back to all the times we had and I feel like I am missing a part of myself because you are no longer here. Even if we didn't talk for quite some time I always knew you were there to talk if I needed to. But now you are gone, and I have nothing. No guardian angel, no feeling of a best friend even though we had never met. You had disappeared quite a few times, but you always came back. Now you have vanished and I may never hear from you again. I can't put into words how much this fact saddens me. If you are out there, this is for you Pegz.(Too exhausted to actually start with it tonight but I will soon.) P.S. I miss you...